Today!

I can't think of a title so I'll call it today!
It's a funny feeling not having a job, and wandering where one is going to come from. You can listen to all sorts of advice from different people, but at the end of it it's up to you to make it happen. I'm feeling as though I'm getting to end of my tether with all of it really, and thinking that we should have stayed at home! We would have been a lot better off, but is that what its all about?
We cane here for a lifestyle, and I guess it wasn't just going to land at our feet, we will need to work hard to get it. It just seems a little far away at the moment. The positives are that the children, and Lucy to some extent, are happy. They don't feel the urge to rush back to our comfort zone. I'm the one who is jumpy at the moment, and I wander where the job and money is going to come from.
Mike Smart at Expense reduction got his first client on 26th June, so he is happy. I'm glad for him, but I can't help feeling a little envious that he was allowed to join the club and I wasn't. Still, I hope it goes well for him.
Kiwi Saver isn't working for me, and I don't know why I don't want to do it! Perhaps it's because I can't settle at the moment?
I'm going to Whitireira College to find out about Journalism courses tomorrow, so we'll see where that goes. The Government site says that competition for journalistic roles is high, so should I go into it or not? The course itself is a certificate in Journalism, and is over 20 weeks full time. It will be very interesting, but will it be useful for me getting a job?
I don't know, well at least tomorrow is another day in paradise!